I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sadThe dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever hadI find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to takeWhen people run in circles, it's a very, veryMad world, mad world "Mad World" Gary Jules All around me are familiar facesWorn…

Total Eclipse of My Sanity?

PT 1 - A FEW DAYS AGO I just don't know what is wrong with me this week. I'm not sure if it's the upcoming eclipse, some astrological configuration that is fucking with me, PMS, hell maybe I did end up getting knocked up? All I know is I've been extremely depressed, short tempered and…

Finally! Something new to bitch about

I'm sure that I will be equally obsessed and repetitive with this as I am everything else I started to read through some old posts and decided I really do need to do a revamp for the blog. A lot of it is very repetitive and could easily be combined. I'm amazed that I have…

Buy me a drink, sing me a song

Take me when I come cuz I can't stay long... Tom Petty Ahh love sweet love! Definitely a great way to stop feeling so miserable... Technically it's more of a lust thing. I know I love the guy I always have but it is too soon to say " in love " Either way sex…

Can’t hide those lying eyes

Lyrics and title inspired by the classic song by The Eagles "Lyin Eyes" City girls just seem to find out earlyHow to open doors with just a smileA rich old man and she won't have to worryShe'll dress up all in lace and go in style That's me. Going out in style. Here's the truth.…

First post 2024

This is a reply I left to someone who was talking about the judgemental attitude of people who think just because you are not being abused that you should ignore the fact you are miserable and stay in your failed marriage I'm the one who left. I'm the bad person that is leaving a marriage…

A year later…

Looking back I started blogging again about a year ago. I initially wanted to start a podcast, I thought that might be easier than writing. Wrong!! Recording my thoughts was a disaster. I thought editing blogs was bad, shit, it's nothing compared to trying to edit voice recordings. So I ditched the first blog but…