Fuck it. Just fuck it all

I don't know what is wrong with me or what I could have done different so that all this fuckin shit would just be over. I wish I could tell you that this past year has not been a great big disaster, an entire year of wasted time and wasted intentions. After the latest holiday…

Ten Thousand Things I Hate About You

I wonder how many will get the reference? I may not rhyme but I might just drink more wine But most likely I will just whine I hate the way you pass out on the couch I hate the mini bottles I find in your pocket I hate doing what I do to escape the…

Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies…

Is your life today what you pictured a year ago? Fuck no As fucking old as I am now, you'd think that I would know better. Nope Last year.. Last year I had hope. I was just as miserable and depressed as I am now but I thought it would get better. I thought I…

What in the hell am I doing?

How can I still be so completely fucking stupid after all these years? What is wrong with me that no matter what I do I am always fucking up my life in some way? I'm sure you're all wondering what the hell I'm raving on about. Well loyal readers and followers of my path of…

Some stories are better forgotten and never to be spoken of…

To protect my attempt to remain somewhat anonymous I've had to remind myself that I am entitled to ramble on about my feelings and actions but it's not fair to reveal the actions of other people. Some stories are best never ever told to anyone, ever. Not shit that you just don't put it in…