Breaking the habit…

Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to start againI don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what…

Darling, you know me..

But I don't know you at all. Song lyrics courtesy of our friends Lagwagon "You know me" https://youtu.be/n3_7YIoZmw0 You may have noticed that most of my blogs are named after whatever song I'm either listening to or whatever music is currently running through my head. Sometimes I almost feel like I have my own personal…

God damn this noise inside my head..

It won't give up, it wants me dead... god damn this noise inside my headNIN Originally posted in "unsent letters" To the one I can't forget No matter what I do. What I say. I can't escape you. I've tried. I've tried for so long I can't remember a time when you weren't there. When…