Bad habits and Denial

What are you good at? I should not be writing anything right now. I doubt it will make any sense but oh well! Denial. Stubbornness. Self centered. Addicted. Drunk. Bitchy. All the words that describe me and my life. Divorce There's another word. One I have been talking about for awhile. Putting it off. Feeling…

How I hate this game…

Fucking men will be the death of me. Or at least my sanity Of course the man most annoying me right now is the beloved and ever frustrating side bitch aka the arrogant pretentious, moody asshole first love. So talking to the fucker tonight as usual. Nothing serious or important, all was fine in our…

I don’t have a mind of my own…

I'll preach my pessimism right out loud for anyone who'll listen I might as well devote the entire fucking blog to the band Strung Out and my favorite obsession the FL. Seriously. Like 50% of the blog posts references the band in title or content. The FL probably pops up even more. Everything in my…