Did you love me only in your head

All last summer, in case you don't recallI was yours and you were mineForget it allIs there a line that I could writeThat's sad enough to make you cry?And all the lines you wrote to me were liesMonths roll past the love that you struck deadDid you love me only in my head?The things you…

I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sadThe dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever hadI find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to takeWhen people run in circles, it's a very, veryMad world, mad world "Mad World" Gary Jules All around me are familiar facesWorn…

Total Eclipse of My Sanity?

PT 1 - A FEW DAYS AGO I just don't know what is wrong with me this week. I'm not sure if it's the upcoming eclipse, some astrological configuration that is fucking with me, PMS, hell maybe I did end up getting knocked up? All I know is I've been extremely depressed, short tempered and…

Buy me a drink, sing me a song

Take me when I come cuz I can't stay long... Tom Petty Ahh love sweet love! Definitely a great way to stop feeling so miserable... Technically it's more of a lust thing. I know I love the guy I always have but it is too soon to say " in love " Either way sex…

What in the hell am I doing?

How can I still be so completely fucking stupid after all these years? What is wrong with me that no matter what I do I am always fucking up my life in some way? I'm sure you're all wondering what the hell I'm raving on about. Well loyal readers and followers of my path of…

I used to be somebody…

What I used to think was me is just a fading memoryI looked him right in the eye and said, "Goodbye"NIN "DOWN IN IT" Shit is getting serious right about now if I'm quoting NIN... Yep, its full scale self destruction mode. I'm moving on from the anger and aggression of Strung Out to the…

A year later…

Looking back I started blogging again about a year ago. I initially wanted to start a podcast, I thought that might be easier than writing. Wrong!! Recording my thoughts was a disaster. I thought editing blogs was bad, shit, it's nothing compared to trying to edit voice recordings. So I ditched the first blog but…