Oh yeah, that would be me. A few days ago I have been told that quite a few times today on Reddit and whatnot. Oh and I make really bad decisions. Really really bad decisions. Case in point, the BF. I love him to death and I am not sorry for doing this. I knew…
Total Eclipse of My Sanity?
PT 1 - A FEW DAYS AGO I just don't know what is wrong with me this week. I'm not sure if it's the upcoming eclipse, some astrological configuration that is fucking with me, PMS, hell maybe I did end up getting knocked up? All I know is I've been extremely depressed, short tempered and…
Finally! Something new to bitch about
I'm sure that I will be equally obsessed and repetitive with this as I am everything else I started to read through some old posts and decided I really do need to do a revamp for the blog. A lot of it is very repetitive and could easily be combined. I'm amazed that I have…
How do I get myself into this shit?
I have not a brain in my head For real. I don't know what to say honestly, I just don't even understand what I was thinking with this last one. I did it. I am officially a cheater. No hiding behind the whole emotional affair bullshit, this is a full blown affair now. I still…
How fickle is woman
Oh Rhett, you are the standard for the man of my dreams Stories from your local Whore of Babylon I've been a bad bad girl. I decided that it was just not complicated enough to be in a marriage that is over and involved with the one person that has the ability to break my…
I’m gonna burn this whole world down
My beloved Trent Reznor "Burn" Remember I mentioned rock bottom? I think it's in sight. The hardest part is the fact I know, or have a good idea of what to do. Execution of the plan requires a lot of pain and sacrifice to take a huge leap of faith. I wonder if I cling…
Fuck it. Just fuck it all
I don't know what is wrong with me or what I could have done different so that all this fuckin shit would just be over. I wish I could tell you that this past year has not been a great big disaster, an entire year of wasted time and wasted intentions. After the latest holiday…