And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sadThe dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever hadI find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to takeWhen people run in circles, it's a very, veryMad world, mad world "Mad World" Gary Jules All around me are familiar facesWorn…
Finally! Something new to bitch about
I'm sure that I will be equally obsessed and repetitive with this as I am everything else I started to read through some old posts and decided I really do need to do a revamp for the blog. A lot of it is very repetitive and could easily be combined. I'm amazed that I have…
I’m gonna burn this whole world down
My beloved Trent Reznor "Burn" Remember I mentioned rock bottom? I think it's in sight. The hardest part is the fact I know, or have a good idea of what to do. Execution of the plan requires a lot of pain and sacrifice to take a huge leap of faith. I wonder if I cling…
Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies…
Is your life today what you pictured a year ago? Fuck no As fucking old as I am now, you'd think that I would know better. Nope Last year.. Last year I had hope. I was just as miserable and depressed as I am now but I thought it would get better. I thought I…
To sleep, perchance to dream?
It's not my usual lyrical song quote but still quite famous and rather fitting for the post. It's Shakespeare I believe, Hamlet maybe? Not that I have ever been a Shakespeare fan. When it comes to classical literature I am only knowledgeable about what has made its way into books and movies I loved. I…
It never fucking ends. never.
I've been playing with the idea of divorce the past year. I've told him numerous times how unhappy I was, that I wanted to split up. At least a separation! But I was weak. See, he just pretends that all the conversations never happened. That everything is okay and I didn't tell him the night…
To the girl who never listens!
What advice would you give to your teenage self? That's a tough one! See, I know me. Teenage Sami was convinced she knew everything and would most likely laugh and ignore any attempt to tell her different. On one hand teenage me did have a pretty good idea of what she wanted out of life…
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