I know I'm alone if I'm with or without youBut just being around you offers me another form of reliefWhen the loneliness leads to bad dreamsAnd the bad dreams lead me to callin' youAnd I call you and say"Come here!" https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=qtNV3pOqcjI&si=OdPuB-9fTWxLnS8O Cause you're just damage controlFor a walking corpse like meLike you I don't know…
Who’s the Horrible Person?
Oh yeah, that would be me. A few days ago I have been told that quite a few times today on Reddit and whatnot. Oh and I make really bad decisions. Really really bad decisions. Case in point, the BF. I love him to death and I am not sorry for doing this. I knew…
How fickle is woman
Oh Rhett, you are the standard for the man of my dreams Stories from your local Whore of Babylon I've been a bad bad girl. I decided that it was just not complicated enough to be in a marriage that is over and involved with the one person that has the ability to break my…
I used to be somebody…
What I used to think was me is just a fading memoryI looked him right in the eye and said, "Goodbye"NIN "DOWN IN IT" Shit is getting serious right about now if I'm quoting NIN... Yep, its full scale self destruction mode. I'm moving on from the anger and aggression of Strung Out to the…
How old is to old to rebel against life?
Is it too late in life to go through another goth girl phase? At what age is it no longer socially acceptable to wear too much black eyeliner, dye your hair black, wear black nail polish and big black combat boots with ripped up fishnets. Maybe I should start a new blog. A totally emo…
Happy Fucking Valentine’s Day!!
So had this big, long post going over on Reddit and the damn battery died before I finished and posted. It was one of those posts in the unsent letter community. Of course it was to my SB, which now stands for Side Bitch along with Stupid Bastard and Stubborn Asshole. I like that better…
In Vino Veritas, facing the truth with wine
What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it? The things I am the most terrified of doing? Being honest and admitting my feelings. Telling someone that I love them, I always have. Telling them that they had stolen my heart years ago when we were…