My beloved Trent Reznor "Burn" Remember I mentioned rock bottom? I think it's in sight. The hardest part is the fact I know, or have a good idea of what to do. Execution of the plan requires a lot of pain and sacrifice to take a huge leap of faith. I wonder if I cling…
To sleep, perchance to dream?
It's not my usual lyrical song quote but still quite famous and rather fitting for the post. It's Shakespeare I believe, Hamlet maybe? Not that I have ever been a Shakespeare fan. When it comes to classical literature I am only knowledgeable about what has made its way into books and movies I loved. I…
A year later…
Looking back I started blogging again about a year ago. I initially wanted to start a podcast, I thought that might be easier than writing. Wrong!! Recording my thoughts was a disaster. I thought editing blogs was bad, shit, it's nothing compared to trying to edit voice recordings. So I ditched the first blog but…
It never fucking ends. never.
I've been playing with the idea of divorce the past year. I've told him numerous times how unhappy I was, that I wanted to split up. At least a separation! But I was weak. See, he just pretends that all the conversations never happened. That everything is okay and I didn't tell him the night…
She’s tired of life… she must be tired of something…
She says it's only in my headShe says, shh, I know it's only in my headBut the girl on the car in the parking lotSays, Man, you should try to take a shotCan't you see my walls are crumbling?Then she looks up at the buildingSays she's thinking of jumpingShe says she's tired of lifeShe must…
Same Auld Lang Syne
https://youtu.be/cfAxWtcfDUk 12/30/2022 Last Post of 2022 Well most likely. I don't have very much happening in life to report, the holidays have been an unspoken cease fire on everything important aka I just didn't want to deal with it. 2022 has been an odd year for me. I honestly feel like I kind of went…
Twas the night before… the Apocalypse!!
Kidding. Unfortunately 😉 Twas the night before Christmas 🎄 And all through the house 🏡 All the demons were fiending 😈Drugs were their vice ⚖️ Hmmm. That's pretty damn poetic in my opinion. Maybe writing poetry is going to be my new fantasy career? A new get rich quick scheme for 2023? Maybe this is it!?! I'll…
BuzzedBlogging and Bitching 