we’re all just a little bit mad…

These guys are driving me nuts... The husband who will never leave Damn stupid stubborn ass fucker. How many times do I have to tell the guy that I am done with our marriage? Two years now and he has not given up on this refusal to admit that we are not going to reconcile.…

Did you love me only in your head

All last summer, in case you don't recallI was yours and you were mineForget it allIs there a line that I could writeThat's sad enough to make you cry?And all the lines you wrote to me were liesMonths roll past the love that you struck deadDid you love me only in my head?The things you…

Who’s the Horrible Person?

Oh yeah,  that would be me. A few days ago I have been told that quite a few times today on Reddit and whatnot. Oh and I make really bad decisions. Really really bad decisions. Case in point, the BF. I love him to death and I am not sorry for doing this. I knew…

Bad habits and Denial

What are you good at? I should not be writing anything right now. I doubt it will make any sense but oh well! Denial. Stubbornness. Self centered. Addicted. Drunk. Bitchy. All the words that describe me and my life. Divorce There's another word. One I have been talking about for awhile. Putting it off. Feeling…